getting my "little" head around it
How does one begin to care for their little side? As a dominant my entire life, I’ve found it increasingly troubling to be in tune with my little side. Let me start filling in this idea.
As a teenager, I was molested by a man that was close to me. After the situation came to light, was run through the ringer and back again, and things finally started to change, I became more and more closed off. I began to guard every little secret about myself, even down to what I ate for breakfast, simply because every minute of my life for years had to be put on display and questioned. It’s been years since the situation but I’ve carried it with me like an unmovable stone. For years I let myself block it out as if it didn’t happen until eventually, my mind began sorting through it without really letting me know what was happening. I felt like a little kid in a room full of adults. I could feel that my brain was overworking and doing something but I could never quite figure out what, much like a toddler who can hear people talking but is never quite sure what they’re saying. After years spent like this, my mind finally let me in on the secret and I began working through it as well. Dealing with any situation without the aide of professional help is absolutely mind numbing. I do not recommend it for anyone although it was, and still is, the best situation for me because of the way my specific situation happened. But, I will tell you this, dealing with any situation that is bigger than yourself will swallow you whole. I’ve spent a third of my whole life consumed by this and because of that, I became very closed off and guarded about myself and my secrets.
In the past year or so, I’ve really found myself. I’ve been able to begin to love my weird self again and have been able to open myself up more to those that are close to me. In doing this, I’ve stumbled down the not too entirely unfamiliar path of being a little. Although I hadn’t known there was a title or a lifestyle involved, I knew some of my darkest interests and some of my own everyday characteristics and they matched up perfectly. I find myself (privately) embracing this lifestyle and continuing to open myself up further and further. I’ve never been happier in that sense, and I hope to continue this for the rest of my life. But, as a little, with the added exploration comes the added emotions and the added insecurities. I’m not entirely sure why being a little makes you so insecure about foolish superficial things, since most things you weren’t even self conscious about when feeling dominant.
So, how do you deal with the little? How do you deal with the new burst of emotions and feelings that you now feel too “little” to handle? How do you deal with the struggle that the place that’s making you feel more happy and complete than you ever have is also taking some getting used to? I’m happy to have my Daddy by my side for a few different reasons. Without him, I wouldn’t have started down this path and I’m thankful that he’s held my hand every step of the way, and he’s always reassured me that I’m never “too much” and that I should never question my role as his little one.
But sometimes when Daddy isn’t around, how do you deal with the overwhelming swell of emotions? I would love to have some advice from stronger littles than I. Or anyone, for that matter. I’m more than happy with the position I’m in and I love my Daddy more than anyone in this universe, but how does a little deal with the fact that it’s taking a little time to get used to being little?
mistressdee3468: yes….. this.. Ohhh, Daddy. Please?
yes….. this..
Ohhh, Daddy. Please?
iamdaddyosiris: Uncontrollable binky! Look baby. Daddy, things...
Uncontrollable binky! Look baby.
Daddy, things really aren't looking good for you in the "princess wants a pet bunny" debate. LOOK.
甘えん坊ウサギ: 15 more really important DD/lg facts
甘えん坊ウサギ: 15 more really important DD/lg facts:Given the success of the first 25 facts, I thought I'd write a few more based on recent experience. Enjoy!
- Little girls and their daddies should always be together and it's terribly unfair when they're forced to be apart.
- The ideal day of a nerdy little girl consists in…
Another list, Daddy! :)
goldilocks15: This look like fun XD
This look like fun XD
Reblog if it's okay to start talking to you.
I would prefer it right now, feeling really lonely :/
Lyrics crave <3
You’ve got that shining light of fight in your eyes, you’re the sunset that brings the twilight
Soft orange kisses, forlorn misses when you leave
Soft orange kisses, well worn dresses that you leave
I crave you like a breath underwater, you’re someone’s son and I’ll be somebody’s daughter
~~
The snow shines home with silver blue
Through your eyes and all of you
Under the moon, she plays me tunes, like all you’d have to do is move
💜💜💜💜
(and no, I didn’t write this)
segsandmarchy: robertoluongo: fwuakem: Don't poke the...
Don't poke the bear
tHIS IS SO FRIGHTENING??????
This is really frightening
OH MY SWEET JESUS
I AM LISTENING TO KILL YOU BY EMINEM
YOU DON'T
WANNA FUCK WIT TUUKKA
CAUSE TUUKKA
WILL FUCKIN KILL YOU
If you having girl problems I feel bad for you son, I got 99 followers but a bitch ain’t one...
If you having girl problems I feel bad for you son, I got 99 followers but a bitch ain’t one
HIT ME
Son, do you know what I’m stopping you for?
‘CAUSE I’M YOUNG AND I’M BLACK AND MY HAT’S REAL LOW
DO I LOOK LIKE A MIND READER SIR
I DUNNO
AM I UNDER ARREST OR SHOULD I GUESS SOME MORE
well, you was doing 55 in a 54.
“And if you ask me too Daddy’s gonna buy you a mockingbird, Im’ma give you the...
“And if you ask me too Daddy’s gonna buy you a mockingbird, Im’ma give you the world. Im’ma buy a diamond ring for you, Im’ma sing for you, I’ll do anything for you to see you smile.
And if that mockingbird don’t sing and that ring don’t shine, Im’ma break that birdies neck. I’d go back to the jeweler who sold it to ya and make him eat every carat; don’t fuck with Dad.”
"now hush little baby, don't you cry everything's gonna be alright stiffen that upper lip up,...
"now hush little baby, don't you cry
everything's gonna be alright
stiffen that upper lip up, little lady
I told ya, Daddy's here to hold ya through the night"
ramblingjoel: As a DaddyDom you have to be excited about whatever your little girl is excited...
As a DaddyDom you have to be excited about whatever your little girl is excited about. If she's happy about seeing a pony, and you go "yeah that's nice pumpkin," I have no respect for you. You better be like "THAT WAS THE MOST AMAZING THING I HAVE EVER SEEN! DID YOU SEE IT LOOK AT YOU?! IT LOVES YOU! LOVES YOU! But never as much as I do, little one."
Sweet perfection 💜💜💜💜
brightlittlecupcake: hisbabyslut: Ohhh, we're playing the...
Ohhh, we're playing the Quiet Game, are we? I lubs it when Daddy plays it this way. ღ
I actually thought this was munky and cupcakee…. on another note, this game is my favorite. (:
Thasss me! Who's munky and cupcake? :D
iamchimp: m0rtality: I love wolves :D …am I seeing a...
I love wolves :D
…am I seeing a different gif to everyone else?
Lol I likes wolves too but thasaa fox :D and an awesome fox gif at that! My hats off to the creator!!
Daddy, you've been really busy with work lately and...
Daddy, you've been really busy with work lately and feeling kinda down about it. I just wanna wait patiently at your feet and help any way I can. Fetch Daddy whatever he needs. Just so that we could get here faster. Where we both so desperately need to be right now.
Ahhh, in the words of the great Maxamillion in A Goofy Movie;
"I wish that this was the day after today"
🎵🎵
teslaandhispigeon: Can we please just tell every middle...
Can we please just tell every middle schooler this instead of making them feel embarrassed by their existence and their need to try new things? It would be much nicer to hear this through middle school and high school than it is to hear about how dumb your phase or whatever is and how much you'll regret it in a year.
sailorsomething: lunapress: cherrylisa: Sailor Moon...
Correct me if I'm wrong, but much of the jewelry on this store actually is KumaCrafts'. I'm not going to point fingers, but if you consider buying anything from this shop, I'd steer you to hers first.
That's actually what I was wondering. I checked the link and I really wasn't sure if it was just incredibly similar or what.
Daaaaaddy 💜💜
Please please the wand. I will do all my chores and listen to you and be the peachiest little EVER.
petites filles.
I have a sneaking suspicion that all the littles on Tumblr follow each other so they can see what stuffies, toys, and presents *other* Daddies are getting *their* babygirls so they can say, "Daddy, LOOK!" and smile and pout and squeal until they can have one too.
(◠ω◠✿)
I really hope this is true :D
Story supposed to be reblogged on this picture but nothing...
Story supposed to be reblogged on this picture but nothing doing! But I'll reblog this one anyway so you can see :)
He crept into her room. It was late but he wanted to check on her as he often did after he put her...
He crept into her room. It was late but he wanted to check on her as he often did after he put her to bed. He watched the deep rise and fall of her chest and knew she was really asleep. He knew he wouldn't be greeted by a fit of giggles from a little one pretending to be asleep. She looked so small in his bed.
Normally, he would've just peered in at her and gone again but instead he pushed the door open further and crept in, finding a comfy place on the end of the bed. His little one stirred at the added weight on the bed but sighed and went back to the rhythmic, rise and fall pattern. She was very cute.
He let his large hands slip under the ends of her covers. He found her tiny ankles and let his fingers trace the beads on her anklet. One she had made for herself earlier when she was making Daddy some multicolored bracelets. Very cute. He squeezed her ankles and flipped up the covers just a little to give them a loving kiss.
This sparked his interest. He wondered what his little girl had decided to wear to bed so he lifted the blankets off her, just for a peak. She had chosen her tiny, hello kitty nightdress because it was a hot night, and she still looked as though she had tried to struggle out of it.
He lifted the blankets off completely to let the cool air hit her and brushed the tangled mess of colored hair from her face. She was so beautiful and so perfectly his. His dark eyes swept over her tiny frame and took on a lascivious look.
She was deliciously his.
He slowly pushed her nightgown up, exposing the pink and purple striped diaper he had left her in for bedtime. She wasn't ready for big girl panties at night. He put a finger inside to check her and was filled with pride when he felt nothing but dryness. Such a big, little girl.
He quietly pulled open the sides of her diaper. She was sleeping on her tummy with a knee hooked under her so it was easy for him to slowly remove her diaper completely. His large hands ran over her hips and gripped them lightly. He really meant to only check on her.
He sat up and studied her, closely watching her chest to make sure she was still asleep. He wanted his little girl to wake up feeling that he'd been there, smelling his scent filling the room and aching over bruises that weren't there when she had fallen asleep.
He decided to use the hooked knee to his advantage. He pulled out a small, plushy pillow and pushed it into position under her tummy while slowly pulling her knee out from under her. He was now left with a sleeping little one, with her ass raised in the air with the help of a pillow and her nightie pulled up to her shoulders. Very, very cute.
He quickly stripped his clothes and climbed up on top of her. His cock was already nearly fully hard so just a few strokes would do, his other hand twisted the top of the lube bottle. With his stiffness in hand, he coated himself in the sticky wetness and rubbed the remaining gel between her thighs. The scene was perfectly set.
He lined himself up behind her with his hard cock in hand and began rubbing the tip against her. He knew she'd be too tight to just thrust in fully without waking her so her slowly pushed the head in and tested her reaction. Her small frame had tensed up a little and her breathing had become a little deeper but she stayed asleep. A low chuckle escaped his lips.
He pushed his thick cock deeper into his little one and began to gently rock her hips back and forth. His body hung over her with his hands placed on either side. He was building up quite a rhythm now.
His little one was squirming a little beneath him. Her lips were parted and moans escaped between them. She was unknowingly enjoying his silent attack and that only made his cock twitch harder inside her. He positioned one hand next to her right shoulder and used his free hand to explore down her sides, stopping at her hips. He gripped them and began to thrust harder. He was able to push himself all the way in now and he was sure that she had began to push back against him, just a little.
Between her tiny frame and her unknowingly being a willing participant in his vile games, he lost himself. He picked up his speed and intensity and began riding her harder. His moaning grew louder and his grip tighter. He stopped caring about leaving her peacefully and without bruises, he wanted her. He wanted to fill her up completely with his release.
With a few last thrusts, he pushed his entire length in and came hard inside her. His body shook and he moaned out loud. His little one squirmed beneath him and twisted her face when his orgasm ripped through her but still, she remained asleep. His hips twitched the last remaining drops of his pleasure and he pulled out of her gently. She would definitely wake with bruising.
He went to the drawer and picked out the same patterned diaper as he’d left her in so she'd never really know if anything happened for sure, although she'd feel him for days. He pulled the fresh diaper up her thighs, pulled the pillow from beneath her and pulled her nightgown back down. He slowly got off the bed and replaced the covers and made sure her pacifier was back in place. One last satisfied sigh escaped his lips as he crept back out of her room, he couldn't wait until she woke up.
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